Incoherent Musings

Open Eyes
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If you don’t like me at all; big, fat, hairy deal
My record proves I don’t name names and squeal
I’m not going out to take away from anyone’s meal
If you want mine, just ask, you don’t have to steal
Never have I proclaimed to have the power to heal
Just like the ones who know, I can [...]

Simple Finale’
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I might not be around but the memory of me will stay
There I am in echoing words or filling an empty space
If that’s the most obvious place, I’ll embrace the blame
My mark I know I made just by making my personal flame
Knowing how to be plain is what I know I can claim
All I [...]

All Out Warriors
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At a grueling rate we had to take all the pain inflicted
Not sure of how things will turn out, so we make provisions
Remorse no more since it got the final notice of eviction
Because of that, we know our circle is pretty restricted
Saw things never envisioned now friction is a daily occurrence
We know how [...]

Rez Assured
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No permission needed, this route here carries a lot of meaning
Some might go as far as to say it’s why we’re here breathing
Going for the crowning achievement, picking up where the lead is
If it isn’t a means to the end than we’re all about leaving
We know the reasons for believing and we’re here to [...]

Honorable Discharge
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The way it’s supposed to be is we don’t grow to be strangers
Instead, here we are opposing each other in moments of anger
Along the line we lost sight of making each other greater
We went from being pencil and paper to each other’s eraser
Now we start keeping track of fulfilling how many favors
Went from betting [...]

Gauging Distance
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You can take the native off the rez, but not the rez out the native
In the worst environments imaginable, gotten ourselves situated
Give all you got to stop us, but we already know we can take it
Taken shot after shot point blank and still striving to make it
Hearts accustomed to hard times are hard to [...]

Her Offspring
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I grew in her until I could take on all my firsts
When that time came around I was ready for birth
Made a concern forever as the length of my term
After all that I was ready to find out my worth
Crawled then walked to accept many things on earth
Things can go many ways, but in [...]

The Good In Life
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I kinda remember sad and lonely oh so long ago
Now I still could be sad, but no more as a solo
I chose and was chosen to be apart of someone’s life
The good, the bad, and the honest all feels so right
Now somehow I’m the prized owner of a gift that keeps giving
By [...]

Watchful Eyes
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My most cherished possession is a simple battle tested heart
Apologies for not knowing when I don’t have to keep guard
I know for a fact as a target I’m able to get hit hard
The life I had was scorned to adorn different battle scars
I did my part, survived the dark, and now it’s a new [...]

Expanding Boundaries
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For the rez I’m left with nothing else more to show
To give my all before I fall is my one and only oath
Cause the rez blessed me to learn more from what I hold
Hard choices in traditional and nontraditional growth
Fears in us from experiences are rare to get exposed
Where nightmares take shape, described as [...]

Shot Placement
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If you really want to start some mess, go on and test it
Not ready for the status and that alone is too tempting
Give thanks for making me an issue that’s too pressing
Asked for it and got it now that you see it all ending
It ain’t no thing to make examples and teach lessons
Decode the [...]

Yesterday went out of my way to go out of my way. Went out ‘horn hunting’ and tried out a spot everyone thinks everyone else got to already - around the park city loop road. At first signs were all around just heading up to the top. After some huffing, puffing, and [...]

We pull in wednesday night, or possibly very early thursday since we did show up at midnight?  Anyways, the day comes and we’re lounging for miss indian world to come through, but instead of sitting through it all, we went to go eat.  Nice dinner shot, then it’s back to miss indian world lobby.  Not [...]