Incoherent Musings

Our Final Sunset
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I heard it meant a lot of heartache for me not to walk away
So here I am wondering how to find a clean slate
after being on both sides of pain, anguish, and grief
What worked best for you wasn’t what would work best for me
But I see your side of things and had to [...]

Quiet Times
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Back in the day things used to change at a snail’s pace
When running from here to there was the best ever race
Except nowadays faces and places change quicker than ever
To see a moment of comfort usually starts off with “I remember”
No more thoughts of pressure; the embers glow, ready to spark
An innocent remark led [...]

So fam can prove to be a li’l more than shady.  Not my situation, but  a bro’s.  He’s got fam trying to act like they can secretly point fingers and then try to take from him?  Snitch ass native haterz, for reals.  Karma is really going to take it’s toll on them though.  Can’t have [...]

The Walking Dead
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No advertising but it’s privately selling itself
Everyone buying provides more of their own private hell
Their stories to tell look more and more like ugly fiction
Yet it isn’t, they’re living visions of a soul’s eviction
Not conflicted, they know exactly what they want in life
Something for the pain when they’re not getting high
Let their old [...]

Our Warrior Breaths
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We lived unforgiven to run our mouths and back it all up
To hit us upside our knuckleheads you got to be old or trusted enough
Other’s may call us young and dumb but we still pay them no mind
We weren’t anything they’d pay attention to if we still stayed behind
Now we pry open eyes [...]

Standing Ground
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Keen eyes just might miss the distance from us to them
In between us and our surroundings, we know how to blend
As the stalking commences, our breaths are steady and controlled
When we meet eye to eye, our look remains focused and ready to go
Always ready for blows, like throwing back at a moment’s notice
Crazy natives [...]

Not quite sure what’s going on at the moment? Got through some more drama dealing w/ ughing rollers, or not even them, but a small town roller. Guess what though, we know the rules and it’s that they LOOK for reasons to get you to put up your identification, proof of insurance and registration for [...]

Warrior Paint
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Writing us off isn’t anything new to us and our ways
We still stand ready to go head up, face to face
Our pace from the gates been about going all out
It’s about getting down and dirty to gain new ground
Checking us out means you found natives down for whatever
Born and raised to be stay ready [...]

Swinging Back
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We’ll always stay fighting as long as we’re breathing
We’re asked to calm down but never got shown was peace is
Lying to our faces and assuring us those words aren’t misleading
So we stay taking chances cause we’re never given them freely
Already know gearing up for worst first, that’s all we know
Each other is all we [...]

Windreamer - The Beat Of Another Drummer
Song is over a year old already, and I will redo the vocals. This rough draft is going online though, just to let folks know I’m actually in this music scene, even though it’s kinda behind the scenes at the moment. Speaking of behind the scenes, I told the [...]

Our Warrior Face
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We gamble with our lives and in time some come out ahead
We’re still standing pround, yelling the name of our rez
A bunch of knuckleheads sending messages of pure survival
Ancient War hoops throughout the mountains now got a revival
Still liable for our actions so we’re maxing out every chance
If it comes to it, we’re [...]

Learning Flight
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Still hoping to keep from crying just to keep trying
More ways to carry on, we always hope to find them
Emotions keep colliding when debating signing it all away
Wondering how it happened when we saw the start of a new day
Since lives of pain and heartache we see clear through our tears
Some of the main [...]

What happened in 2006 went something like this (In no particular order):

Got on some songs for the Boss Hogg album “Escape From Reality“
Got some songs done that still haven’t seen the light of day
Started up some songs I’m not sure how to finish up
Kept writing to keep sanity in reach
Bought a duplicator that is itching [...]

Back In Our Day
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Ran straight to the bathroom when ‘pick your partners’ was announced
Denied her a spot on the floor, and 5 dollars had to get handed out
Pouted around about losing money but only for a little bit
This is just some of how it was growing up a little native kid
Watching the sticks hit the [...]

Unapologetic
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No such thing as lost hurt when turning these pages
Yearbook remembrance of those lost doesn’t make sense
We were supposed to take this world by storm, not leave it
Now your much needed presence is only there when we dream it
Still believing the meaning is something beyond our understanding
Our tears at your resting place; please don’t try [...]

Rememberance
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Don’t mean to bother you but breaking formation was a must
Not many around any more where all we need is their touch
Now we come to a quiet celebration remembering those lost faces
Still wishing they were here in their rightful places
While taking heartfelt trips to each cemetary and gravesite
Remembering where we are left us with humbled [...]