Incoherent Musings

Conflict of Interests
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Went so out of our way to catch another case
Pics of our scars and tats as well as each face
Another toll we pay is a shake down on the outs
Roller rolled up and wasn’t surprised at what he found
Trying to add up amounts he wasn’t sure were there
Making unnecessary comments about the length [...]

Our Place Called Home
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Many nights’ rest lost to tossing and turning
Considering the circumstances some of us earned it
Always first with smashing, never asking anything
Acting out is always automatic like the act of breathing
No questioning the meaning just giving answers before leaving
Where you stand with us accounts for your personalized greeting
Cause there’s those who see treason [...]

My Spinal Cord
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Reminiscing, soul searching, and just thinking too much
I can’t help when it comes to you I get another rush
So I fight and fuss to be close enough to see and hear
It was ups and downs for awhile but now we’re in the clear
We were years in the making for years yet to come [...]

Honorable Mentions
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Side by side sleeping another peaceful night away
In admitting where you stand in my life, I was afraid
But I came to know what I hold for you is undeniable
Still slip up time to time when for you I try to be reliable
I wish I can go change and play the part you envisioned for [...]

True Fam
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We had our days numbered, took on all comers, and walked away
Received the threats while placing bets and never tried to escape
Never caved, never gave any implications of stalling out
Problems come and go but for each other we stand our ground
Found amounts not meant to find then shared all the bounty
Dared to open up [...]

Upper Level Management
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When it comes to underhanded tactics, who are the pros
Some are slick, others are sly, but few are both
Looking for those who know about throwing knockout blows
Who’ll wear out their welcome someday then treat them cold
Let them go or make them fold, either way their hold is gone
Then it’s on to the next [...]

A Smile For A Smile
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Engaged to take in every statement made and hold on
A heart to heart taking place and involved is no talk
Slow stops just to hold off from ending this too early
Somehow making you happy seems to be my one and only worry
Concerning myself only to let you know what you mean to [...]

A True Moment of Weakness
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Here I am back in the lands I thought I escaped
Finally given hope and happiness only to douse the flames
You tried to hold on as I turned and walked away
I couldn’t break the longing gaze of a worried face
I remained unchanged in being ashamed to take help
We prayed in our own [...]

Our Rez Blessings
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If we’re not hitting hard, we’re still hitting strong
All kinds of natives going off, but just wait until we’re calm
Wait until we claim our spot and drop unnecessary weight
That’s about when you have to answer to us face to face
We’ll rearrange the place with our own original creations
No more free rides if it’s [...]

Our Warrior Cadence
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The numbers grow for who hates but there’s none of them who faced us
The same zero goes for who breaks us, who makes us, or who shapes us
But those who embrace us grow so much we stay on the road of progress
More and more eyes are focused on us so we got to [...]

Unexposed Hopes
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There was once a time I couldn’t stay in one place
Now from you I don’t know how to stay away
I can’t focus beyond your eyes, your smile, your face
You’re judge and jury and I’m just trying to plead my case
I stand amazed how you create things in me without knowing
And the impact you made [...]

Nothing To Lose
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So many chances blown but I’ve grown since those lost days
I don’t know how to show the sincerity from such a lost face
Except that this time I’ll cave and say I’m tired of it all
I’m going to try and be there for you before you call
I know you’re all strong so when we [...]