Incoherent Musings

We Made It Out
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There was a lot of hurt we helped each other through
A lof people came and went, so we’re each other’s far and few
Sometimes all I have is you and that’s enough for me
I’m grateful when things looked lost your presence wasn’t brief
You let me treat myself as thoughtless and opted to stay [...]

Fallen
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All I have left is too much pride to try and cry
Nothing else left after giving everything inside
So I don’t care any more if the day brings one less life
That’s why all you see is empty eyes when I pass by
Once tried to find a way to pray but pain was all that came
Now I [...]

yesterday was a day for cruising. Got into a li’l 4×4 rig w/ a couple bros and tried out some more hunting. It wasn’t too bad, cause we got to one spot and saw a small doe at the start of the trip. Kept on tracking around and got to a spot that was way [...]

Catering 2 You
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With you I enjoyed our places when they were one in the same
I apologize for not being able to participate in your games
Where we are and what we expected just aren’t the same place
We’re crying for each other in the distance while walking away
All I can do is display the hurt I nurtured [...]

Warrior Bloodlines
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Without warning we started adorning wounds from the start
Each and every day made us look to the strength of our hearts
Now we wear our scars with hard faces taking zero chances
We received it for too long, but now we’re refined in causing damage
But you  might manage to see a different side behind cold eyes
For [...]

This past week was a gooden.  Went out walking in the wild w/ a bro and some firearms in hopes to feed folks.  The first day was a quick intro into this year’s cold winds and quick sundowns.  Walked around for a bit, but walked away w/out seeing anything.
The next day was a trip w/ [...]

Originally went there for a performance, possible recording session, native concert thing, fam, and Miners.  Many things didn’t seem to work out, and that was from the get go.
It was alright though, cause I did end up catching up w/ a couple bros.  The last time I got to see them was for graduation for [...]

Blessed Reflections
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Endured so much to finally touch these days with you
Difficult situations finally brought days I can live true
Willing to face anything if you cue me and let me loose
Not one for inquisitions so I’m all about show and prove
Had to make due by making use of what was close at hand
Always dreamt of me [...]

Truly Rez Blessed
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Taking all the chances while still dancing and singing nights away
We got generations waiting on us to make use of our time right away
We were told not to play with fire and got handed matches
Now we’re heavy heated and got that unaltered rez backing
No more straggling behind this time readiness is at hand
Natives [...]

Stumbled Intentions
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Showed me everything I could want, but I must have been blind
Now here I am apologizing for putting your time behind the grind
More than that, I apologize for putting hurt in your eyes
This isn’t something I wanted you to try to take in stride
So with everything inside I’m trying to find the right words
Paying [...]

About Face
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We’re on the same page about going our separate ways
Except with your name I don’t have to rant and rave
Just tuck it away as a memory only to left alone
Too dangerous staying undercover after your cover’s blown
This we both know so more commotion doesn’t have to happen
No tripped up tactics, I only ask a [...]

Walking These Lines
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More than crips or bloods, you can see the drugs
But at no time can you pass the blind eye and call ‘em dumb
Cause they run the huds, projects, backroads, and even jails
A not so quiet growth doesn’t show any signs of being derailed
A lot of ways we can fail but that pales in [...]

True Native Appreciation
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We can claim a variety of things, even each other
Maybe you know or not, but you really do have my number
For you I’ll take on all comers without ever second guessing
The honesty in those words shouldn’t have to come into question
Never mentioned any regrets for finally crossing paths with you
If it came to [...]

Nothing but Us
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Tears almost flowed after love poured without warning
But eyes fixed steadfast showed no sign of warming
No rewards in growing just holding back and off
All we know is coming in last so we can stay lost
Now we stay scarred, far off from showing any impact
All we do is hold close the few we still [...]