Incoherent Musings

2 sets of hands, arms, and legs entangled in each other
Eyes staring at eyes, confiding in each other as lovers
Never have to wonder where we stand, or where we’re banned
Apart from the whole and we rarely stand as barely half
Now we have a fair and good chance at smile induced memories
Some of which will be [...]

It’s been awhile since I’ve posted up something not a written?  It’s alright though, cause things are good on the rez for now.  Stayed behind when folks headed out for another occassion, but when offered some rides from different directions, declined because of a prior choice to be w/ a bro on his b-day.  Things [...]

For whatever reason, to you, I stand out instead of blending in
I appreciate the cautious offering of time and attention given
Effortlessly eclipsing the vision of complete happiness I once held
A beautiful set of eyes with nothing but sincere sentiments to tell
The same eyes that provide motivation to move closer and closer
Delicate looks that have my [...]

Calendars passed and all chances to interact winded down
Now people think of us and streams of tears are quietly allowed
The soft sounds of silent prayer send reminders of how we’re missed
So we send rain their way and give them our version of a kiss
Let them know wishes, hopes and dreams don’t have to cease
We’re still [...]

Checking out differents scents seeing what was once around
Checking out some prints, seeing if they went up or down
Just some two leggeds pressing forward to see what’s next
Shape shift, disappear, and that’s all in one breath
Never lost our heads, just headed anywhere and everywhere
Learning from experience was how we were all prepared
So be aware, life [...]

We’ve heard so many promises that only went nowhere
So why is it a surprise we’re living life like we don’t care
No, we won’t spare any hurt feelings for what’s going on
Wounded from our start but now we’re finally going strong
Finally carrying on the pride and love that still resonates
In years to come they’ll appreciate what [...]

A new generation of natives claiming warriors all the way
Just like then to now, there’s no room for error for what’s at stake
No room to exclude those we’re only trying to keep safe
We’re ready for whatever, test it out if you think we’re fake
We’re not drawing blanks, just gaining weight in more ways than one
Rez [...]

What’s been going on here?  Well, there’s been a good amount of the usual, and by usual that means chiefing, and also some good amount of miles traveled on the rez.  Actually got a pit pup the other day, so it’s been a lot of feeding, watering, walking, and trying to keep a watchful eye [...]

Still in the hustle and bustle from our rez to yours
We’re still some factors and others elevated to a force
And we’re still on course to raise some kind of awareness
When it came down to survival of the fittest, no one spared us
Only paired us up with plenty hard times and little to work with
Took all [...]

swift, strong and silent is how we’re riding out here
It’s a done deal when we strike out with the right gear
And if you have the right ear, some decoding might be needed
A full display of our ways, but you might not see it
It’s all concealed in everyday deals you might walk by
Living nice, but to [...]

A life I hardly knew is what I just can’t go back to
Because that’s when I spent time not trying to romance you
Not trying to hand you the results of the better man you made
Now the life and heart of this better man you can rightly claim
I’m determined to remain in your good graces as [...]

Heads bowed at sacred ground, nobody making a sound
Arms on shoulders for some comfort for those still around
Eyes down, mind in a daze, heart displays all the hurt
No attention paid to the tears falling on our shirts
Even more so moving the dirt with a shook sense of composure
A moment so potent we’re not open in [...]

Never know what to expect when we start to dream
Gain acceptance in our circle and find it hard to leave
No, it’s not hard to see our ways in what we believe
So much riding on us these days, we can’t afford to leave
We can only afford to see things before they’re gonna happen
That’s why we’re on [...]

Dang, it’s been a li’l bit, but I thought 6/6/06 was a good day to post something. Not quite sure what to write about though? The nephs and nieces are nearly out of school, so the summer is almost at hand. Some propositions have been presented recently, but am not sure on [...]

Tried to go out on my own but was never left alone
Almost gave up once but got shielded from the cold
Nearly found a home and tore apart the rules
But then caught another case of surviving something cruel
Now this fool is striking it out, ready to pounce
Forgot about, but remembered staying reservation bound
Staying loyal to the [...]

A chance meeting in passing was enough for the time being
So a quick glance from a shocked stance was certainly needed
Then breathing resumed after proof walked by of such beauty
Wanted to say something if words didn’t act like they never knew me
Then you threw me a quick shot back trying to cover your laugh
Mouth open [...]