Incoherent Musings

I’ve talked to trusted people and got some insight on how things went down from their perspective about ‘the break up.’
I still think it was a good thing that along my travels she was there for a period of time. Things didn’t turn out w/ the story book type of events I was thinking [...]

Things done got F’d up pretty good. I posted up awhile ago about this gul I was trying to stick to for the long haul. I was thinking out of the ordinary things like settling down and things of that nature. She then wrote me to “forget about her” and “move on.” [...]

I’m wondering why, but I’m not much for being so shy to the lens? My aunts were here last month, and they are some Haskell Alumni, so to them going back to Haskell (even under the strained circumstances) seemed to be a good thing. They were asking what buildings were where and teased each other [...]

Okay, so there’s a lot of singling out going on here. Not only that, but it’s all over idiotic stuff. They don’t want to clean up the violence that goes on vurtually unnoticed around here, they want to make sure you don’t lose your room key, or adhere to CERTAIN rules that faculty [...]

Spring break is close at hand. There should be some odd form happiness going on here, but for me, I’m indifferent about it all. I’m not going to any Wow (pow wow), or better yet, I’m not going back home to lounge and soak in the presence of family and friends. No, [...]

Called up my cousin, Mr. Thin Elk, and a friend last night. It was good to hear familiar voices. Situations about the same, so not much being missed out on other than the growth of nephs and nieces. Trying to give advice if I can, and just get filled in on things.
I can’t wait [...]

Devestation, that seems to be how things are at the moment. I think I had my part in how things turned out though, but am not totally to blame for these set of circumstances.
I wasn’t sure on how to take one of the situations. I figured it would turn out how it did, [...]

I don’t know what it is, or in most cases that I even do it when it happens, but I have this certain knack for making others feel alienated or unappreciated by me. Just something that I only seem to find out after the fact these things have taken place. I try to [...]

I’m behind on my classes and it’s biting me in the rear pretty good. I just didn’t really care much about keeping up because I was just worried about my cousin. She’s now in Washington where they know what goes on and how to deal with those things. I’m glad for her [...]